Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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7:13 pm - Hello World
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Hi, I know its been over a year since I ahve written anything here and so I decided to update, I almsot forgot I had this account.
hmm, I don't really hav anything to say other than all is going well I start school next week, tomrrow I am going to begin the hunt for a job, I was thinking about trying to work on campus since it would be easy to be at work and class on time that way. Oh ya I got a new laptop.. that is exciting, I really bought it for school but its still fun to play with. well I guess thats about all for now.
current mood:  bored
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Saturday, January 24th, 2004
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9:11 pm - Fuck The World
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Friday, January 23rd, 2004
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12:24 am - I would have thought this was deleted by now
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Well hell all, not that I think I have many people who actually check this but in case anyone does, I am not dead. Just been rather busy and stressed as of late. Life sucks but what else is new. I have a new apartment, thats new and exciting. I now live with my very own gay boy!! I love him to death. Only problem is that we both get pms at the same time. :) Work and school are ok, I will be an offical college gar in decemeber, can you beleive it I got me a edumacation. I know its frightening. But don't worry its not oever yet so I still have time to fuck it up. Umm well other than that not muich is going on in my pathatic life, but I guess thats ok too.
I will write more now that I have net again tho.
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Saturday, October 18th, 2003
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12:15 am - Chaos
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Falling behind in school work, fighting with freinds, working all the time, breaking limbs, freinds getting held up at gun point! where does all the crazyness stop?! I don't think I can take much more.
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Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
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9:28 pm - Pout
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Ok so yesterday I was walking through the school parking lot and tripped on one of the stupid, parking curb block thingy. It hurt like hell, but I though I just stubbed my toe or whatever. So I went on with my day, and almost passed out twice at work. so after I tried to call Scott in so I
could go to the ER and he wouldn't go, I just worked the rest of my shift and the came home shaved my legs and went to the ER, turns out I broke my foot. I cant beleive it. Crutches and all.....GAH
Anway I am gonna try and get some sleep cuz I havent gotten any in a few nights
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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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3:04 pm - The party was a success
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Ya so we had a great time last night and everything went well. Even tho we were running late, the party was to start at 8 and we didn't even get back to my house untill almost 8, but we got everything done and had a great time. oh ya i hit a bob's barricade while we were doing erands, but my car is fine as am i and tammy, so all is good.
I am going to go take a nap now before I head home
bye
current mood:  drained
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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
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1:38 am - Party Weekend
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Ya so this is party weekend, it was a bitch and a half to get the weekend off, and after all the time I put in to this and the fact that its at my parents house, sue wanted me to work, ya ok. She put me on for working today and I was like umm no I cant pick another day and then also tried to get my to work sunday, she just did not want to give me the weekend off. But whatever the last time I had a weekend off was when I went to PA and that was luike 2 months ago if not more.
So ya I had a 9am class, woke up at 9am, got to class an hour late, go me, the went down to get breakfast and smoke a cig and was late for class number two then went to the mall to get my pay check and publix for lunch and was late to class number three, I'm doing great so far arnt I. Then I was going to come home, had to leave at 3 so i could make it here in time to meet the fam for dinner at 7, I didn't leave till like 4, then drove like 95 the whole way home, till I got stuck iin dead nonmoving traffic like an hour from home, there was a wreck that was so bad they made us turn around on the trunpick and drive the wrong way to get to the exit we jsut passed. I was stuck in this for about 20 min at least. But I didn't have to pay the toll which was nice, cuz that saved me $10.90, then I had to find 95 and drive the rest of the way back. We were going to a really nice resturant and I wasn't dressed for it so rather than stop and change an be even later I opted to change while driving, well what I didn't realize is that the resturant we were going to is in the middle of downtown, so i am driving through a crowded area while changing, it was rather amusing. So I finally made it and had a really nice dinner. Then came home and changed and went over to Brian and Nikki's where I hung out for a while and Nikki gave me some clothes, very nice!
Anyway that was my day, and now I am going to bed good night.
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
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12:58 am - EWWWWWWWW
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Ya so I am gettin ready for bed and I go to brush my teeth. I pick up my tooth brush, put tooth paste on it and put it in my mouth, then I look up into the mirror and realize, that the tooth brush in my mouth is blue!! My tooth brush is RED!!! EWW it was Kristen's, I feel soooo gross, I just spent like ten minutes brushing my teeth!
ewwwww
ok I am going to bed now.
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Sunday, September 28th, 2003
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6:55 pm - I fucking hate him!
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Gah Scott is such a fucking ass hole. It seems that he is always trying to fuck stuff up for me, I guess he doesn't realize that I have enough info on him to have him fired on a second, Well no I guess he just knows I would never use it..either way he's a dick!
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
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1:11 am
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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
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12:41 pm - Test
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Ya so I was all worried about this stupid Psyc test and ended up getting an 85....whoopwhoop! I am happy!
current mood:  ecstatic
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Friday, September 19th, 2003
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2:54 pm - GAH!
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I have been rushing all damn day long, I was late (again) to critical thinking, then I went to get my pay check at the mall, I had exactly one hour untill my next class and I had it planed out to the minute. Well that got all fucked up when the place that I get my check cashed said that they didn't have any money. GAH! So I had to get moeny from Scott for lunch and smokes then I ran back to school and got there exactly one min late! And now I think I am gonna go get some sleep cuz I am SO tired.
current mood: exhausted
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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
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9:57 pm - Dead Rat!
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OMG I get to work today and Scott tells me that there is a dead rat in the a/c vent between my store and the body shop...ya I thought he was joke...I soon found out he wasnt! IT smelled so bad it was making me sick!
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2:57 pm - YAY INTERNET!!
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OK so after 3 evil months of not having net I finally got it again today! All it took was waiting 4 hours and having them not come, calling and bitching and now I have net...so happy!!!
ok well I have to go get ready for work.
current mood: ecstatic
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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6:20 pm - Will I ever get any fucking sleep?!?!
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I don't know how much longer I will be able to take this. I have Danny's room backing up to mine, I get to listen to his damn music all night! I don't get any sleep anymore. I went to sleep this afternoon, and I was yet again awoken by his fucking music. AHHHH I don't know what I am going to do.
Well I better get going because I tons of home work that I have to do tonight.
current mood: exhausted
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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12:32 pm - Pout
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I miss my Andrew so much, it makes me sad to be here with out him, I don't know how i am going to make it through this term. I AM GOING THROUGH IT! I just wish I would get a letter from him, so far I have gotten two but they were both to me and Kristen and today Kristen got one that was just to her and I havent gotten one yet. Even Scotty got one that was just to him. :( Maybe he doesn't love me as much as them. Sigh...oh well I guess I will have to deal.
So anyway this is day two of school I had Critical Thinking and Media Studies to day. I really think I am going to like Media Studies. In a little bit I have American Lit before 1876...gah sounds boring. Then tonight I have Abnormal Psychology, that should be a good class...I hope.
So I guess I should go to Class. Sigh...so sad today. I just wish someone would love me
current mood:  depressed
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Monday, September 8th, 2003
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4:04 pm - School's in session!
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Ya so today was my first day of school. So far things are going well I actuilly woke up at 8:30with out an alarm clock! So far I have only had Art and Mentoring, I think I have some pretty tough classes this term. But thats good for me, cuz if its too easy I get bored. The new apts rock my socks. The only problem with them is that my bedroom backs up to Danny's so all night last night I heard his base and the people in his room. It made it a little hard to sleep, but its ok I will have to deal I guess. Daddy sent me my PC and I got it today so soon I should be up and running again! YAY!! I have missed having internet! Anyway I gotta run.
current mood:  bouncy
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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2:26 pm - Gah
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So right now I am in the process of trying to find out when exactly I can move in to my new apt. So far it looks like wed the 3rd...well that day isn't going to work for two reasons. One being that I have to work that day and the other is that the next day we have a newbie moving in to the apt that we are currently in and we have to make sure it is clean for him. I am hoping that we can move on the 2nd which would be a much better day, but no one seems to know. Also next week is when the new students come and I am working oreintation, so I called my boss yesterday to tell her that I couldn't work on next saturday which is when she proceeded to flip on me and tell me that I had to work that day because there was no way that she could and that I needed to work one shift even if it was just for a few hours I said ok I would find out when I could work and let her know the next day. Well when I called later to tell her she had gone home for the day so I tpold Scott to leave a message and thats when he told me that she was ready to "let me go" if I couldn't work that day...WTF?? I said I would work if I had to I would just have to call back cuz I wasn't sure when. why don't people listen?! well anyway I guess thats it for now cuz I gotta go to work
Later
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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2:03 pm - Blah
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Have you ever felt like you don't want to be here anymore, just like I don't know maybe outta place. All I wanna do it go home and sleep the rest of the day away, but I can't I have to be at work at 3:30. GAH I hate work, its so damn boring, I will be sitting around doing nothing from 3:30 to 9. My life is so meaningless these days, like I have nothing to do, nothing to look foward to and no reason to be here. Yet I sit here and deal with it. I don't even know why. I don't know why I feel this way, gah, get me the fuck outta this place! I don't know where I would go tho, so nevermind that either. I guess it will get better soon, once school starts and there is more to do to occupy my time.
Well I guess thats it for now, just wanted to bit a little bit.
Later
current mood: melancholy
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Monday, August 18th, 2003
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1:26 am - summer life
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ok lets try this againg cuz last time it didn't work.... I know I havent posted in a long time but I don't have net at the moment, but that all will be changing as soon as I get to move in to my new school apt, but loard only knows when that will be, since no one else seems to. But at the moment I get to p-lay on the net cuz I am at Krsiten's parents house.
but anyway I was on vaca for about two weeks I went to boston to my grandma's bday party that was intersing to say the leat it was about 25 or so family members that I havent seen in at least three years and some that I dont even remember ever meeting in my eniter 23 years of life. but thankfully Iwasn't the center of attention cuz my bro just had a baby 5 months ago and even tho Baby D wasn'tthere his pics beacme the center of attention and rather than my fam wanting toknow about my love life and school as is the norm the wanted to know about my nephew, a subject that I am all too happy to talk about. I love that kid! After the party I spent a few days hangin with grandma...can we say bored to tears? but it was all worth it because after that I got to go to PA and visit Alison for a week and that was fun. We went to NJ and saw sally alice and andrew, then worked musikfest, wich was a blast except for the day we had to work with the ass holegorge, then went back to NJ and spent a night at the shore. All and all it was a good time. Then I drover from orlando to boca with Tammy, a great drive and went to Jen;s baby shower,then hung out with Tammy Erin Watty and Josh, that was a great time and a blst form the past I am glad I got to see them for the short time that I was home. Espically Josh I havent seen him in what feels like a life time. And now I am back in leesburg and back to my regular summer life, which is working at things remembered and the shcool, and hanin out with my gay boi scotty and of corse watching moives and hangin with leiws and kristen. Its really not been a bad summer. But soon that will be over and my manual labor for the school will turn in to classes and the lack of worries I have now will turn in to thoughts about homwork tests and grades. And the peace and quite will be taken over by all the beacers, wich is ok too cuz that is a life that I am starting to miss alittle.
ayway I have to go so I will talk to ya all later
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